Ever since I became a missionary, God made it very clear to me: it's not based on what I can do, but what God does for me and through me. And God gave me clear directions on how I'm supposed to do it. He told me to depend on Him, not on myself, and He was going to provide everything. But these past few years, especially once I became a husband and a father of 4, it's been hard. Ministry still continued like it's always been, but I picked up a few side jobs to be able to provi